Sometimes I really hope I could let her go thoroughly, I did not
gave up on her when she is in a mess. I am soft hearted too. I did
not gave up on her.
The day she chose to end the relationship is a couple of weeks
before last christmas where there is alot of holidays.
I told her why must she leave me when I am struggling hard for a
future and when I am losing my job pretty soon. Her answer was if
she dont have feelings for me, she dont want to waste her time as
well as mine.
I dont miss her or love her anymore but I cant take it when I am
forced to accept the fact that she has ran away with another guy.
She even ask her new bf to sms me not to contact her anymore.
Difficult, hard but with all you guys and gals advice, I must and
have to move on. Maybe her friends is right, a guy too down to
earth, study hard, work hard cant gave her excitement and joy, cnt
bring her to exciting places. In addition to my employment status
as a contract staff back then, I couldnt spend too much on her.
